agh. it's still so hard to read these reviews. like a train wreck. i just can't not look. and it still hurts so much....

but it's good to know that, as someone who's seen the film a few times over a longer period of time than the rest of us, the story holds up and is desirable and all those sorts of things. and i'm sure i'll be able to accept that. just as soon as i can stop crying.